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| 05:12pm 30/09/2004 |
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mood:  dorky music: Aerosmith - Sweet Emotion
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Well, I haven't updated in a while. I think that the last entry covered enough space for at least ten entries. But now I am feeling in the mood to update, mainly because I am home alone and I cleaned my room and I have privacy so I don't have to worry about the Moms barging in and destroying my livejournal fest with her tantrums. I updated the look of my journal a while ago. The website that I had gotten the previous picture from got deleted or something so it is gone, and I needed another picture, but I think the fairy that I got looks pretty darn good. I liked the way it looked before but until I do find some completely awesome picture again, it will have to do. SIGH. I'm bored. OOOHHH...I am so upset still. I just remembered. An Incubus song came on, and I didn't get to go to their concert. I was so pissed. They pushed it back until the Wednesday because of Ivan, but during Ivan I had been in the hospital and I was still a little bit sick, so my mom wouldn't let me go. I cried. I was so disappointed because I had been looking forward to going for forever. I will go to the next one though and I will have floor seats. I can't believe they sold out of floor tickets after only 2 and a half hours. Anyway, my body is dying for some physical activity, so I am going to go play some basketball, or ride my bike, whatever. |
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| 06:11pm 13/09/2004 |
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I had a pretty good time this weekend. I went to the As Cities Burn concert on Friday and it was awesome. I liked the band right before As Cities Burn a lot. They weren't as heavy and there wasn't so much screaming and the guys voice was just awesome, but his mic kept going out for some fucked up reason. Everybody went somewhere Friday after the concert but I had to go home because my mom was being a hoe and said she wanted to go to sleep. So I went home and straight to bed to read for a little bit. The other part of the weekend I was just a major lazy bum and didn't do anything. Well, that's a lie. Saturday I painted a mural on my ceiling which came out to be pretty cool. My mom wouldn't let me put a medallion around my chandelier so I just painted a cool design in gold paint. I also painted some other stuff on my walls and put white lights around my ceiling so that it would brighten it up some. I finally hung my drawing of Conor up between my guitars. It looks like a shrine. After all of that was done I went to go rent movies. I rented Dazed and Confused. I hadn't seen that movie in a while. I had been watching it on TV, but it wasn't the same. The unedited version is sooo much better. They had to cut out so much of the movie that it just wasn't funny anymore because they had to cut out all of the drug references which is just stupid. Anyway, I watched the movie three times, once on Saturday, and twice on Sunday. But I also drew two small character drawings of people that I thought would look interesting in real life, and then I started a pastel portrait that I have been wanting to start forever.
So...hurricane Ivan people. There was nonstop talk about it at school. It’s freaking everyone out. Well, probably not everyone, but it sure seemed like it today. I hope it doesn’t come here. I hope it goes somewhere else so I can go to the Incubus concert. I don’t want it to ruin that. I’ll be so pissed if it does. Stupid mother nature. It’s always screwing up everyone’s lives. I don’t want hurricane Ivan to hit anywhere. Send it to Mexico or something, or make it dissolve. Do you realize how bad it would be if the hurricane hit as a full 5? Talk about damaging New Orleans, my favorite city in the whole wide world. I don’t want my stuff destroyed, I don’t want my stuff carried away by rain, I would like to keep the roof on my house, where it is supposed to be, thank you very much. I could care less about missing school, I’d rather have all my stuff and the Incubus concert to go to this weekend. If they do have to cancel the concert I hope they reschedule it. I will be terribly bummed if I do not get to see them play.
Oh man, and thinking about other things today, I almost had a severe asthma attack. We were inside for P.E. for about half the class, but some stupid fuck up decided it would be funny to kick the ball as hard as he could at the wall, so we had to go outside. I thought we were picking teams for football because she was lining us up into four lines. But then she did this demonstration with one of the lines, where they were passing it over their heads and the last person in line would have to run to the front and start it all over again. I thought, well, this isn’t so bad. Yeah, then she adds the running factor, and the rule that if the ball drops we would have to start all over again. And again I thought, maybe not so bad, but she put me on the fastest team there. So I ran about 1 and maybe a quarter of a lap, but then I felt like I couldn’t breathe. And then my chest starts to hurt. Stupid me, I had forgotten that I was still trying to get over a terrible chest infection. So, I start to cough and I feel a bunch of mucus in my lungs, yeah it’s gross but oh well. So I walk the rest of the way, and I still feel like I have 15 gallons of stuff in my chest which is not cool. I feel that way still when school ends so I tell my mom. She gets all pissed because I wasn’t supposed to be running. I feel so out of shape telling this story. Can’t even run a little over a quarter of a mile. Blah. |
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| The weekend... |
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| 07:19pm 29/08/2004 |
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I am so happy that I finally finished all my summer reading crap. Now I don’t have many major worries. I posted some pictures from Friday night in the previous entry. I didn’t want to write with it because I would have gotten confused. I had a lot of fun on Friday. I haven’t laughed that hard in forever. Laura’s faces are sooooo funny. I couldn’t stop laughing after I took them. TJ looks very demonic in one of them, it was so freaky, it was supposed to be a perfect family picture kind of thing of Jena and TJ, but all I got was a devilish picture of TJ that would scare the crap out of little kids. All of the pictures were taken at St. Johns in Covington. I love that place. They didn’t have a band playing which was kind of disappointing, but there was the block party thing going on. Anyway, I’m done writing about my weekend. |
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| 04:39pm 23/08/2004 |
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I find myself updating my livejournal less and less. I just haven’t really had the time or need to, but I decided to because school has been going on for about a week and a half and I wanted to. Now that I’m getting ready to update I find myself lacking something to say. Well, first off this year seems to be getting off to a good start. My classes are pretty much ok. I wish I didn’t have to take P.E. but at least I’m getting it all over with now so I won’t have to take it my senior year. I’m really tired even though I only woke up a half an hour earlier so that I could get a parking permit. Waking up early was pretty much pointless anyway. They didn’t open up the front office until around 6:55 so I couldn’t pay my owe fee until then so I had to get at the end of the line at the time I normally get to school anyway. At least I got one. They had around 190 or so to hand out and I was 145 if that’s how they were doing it anyway. I don’t exactly know their method. It’s not like I’m going to be driving to school anyway for at least 2 weeks or so. Mother dear doesn’t think I’m ready yet, which is stupid. I have my license and everything, she’s just paranoid because 6 people got killed from Fontainebleau last year, which I guess would be pretty frightening for a parent. I’ll be driving by myself eventually though because she says I’m “almost” ready. All I get nervous about is merging in high traffic areas, but only because an ass hole got road rage really bad and made me cry once, and that’s it. I think that also has raised my mom’s paranoia about 10 knotches.
You know what I was thinking about the other day? Of course you don’t, but I was thinking that growing up sucks. Sure, driving is cool, and living with no rules would be cool, but who wants to pay bills and have a boring, day to day job? I certainly don’t. It would become redundant after the first year or so. I’d rather just stay a teenager for the rest of my life. I want to stay 17 forever, or maybe 18, because then I would be allowed to do more things but still have the essential teenage fun. I’ll be upset when I have to leave my teenage years behind and become responsible in a sense. Personally I’d rather just not have a job. It would be so nice to be very rich so I could just have fun all the time and not have to worry about money. But who am I kidding, that’s impossible.
Anyway..I think I’m done updating for today. I don’t feel like saying much else, and I don’t think I can. |
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| 04:22pm 21/07/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Guns N Roses - Welcome to the Jungle
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I haven't updated in a really long time. Not since the beginning of the summer. I haven't really had a lot of time and I guess that is a good thing. I just got back from Breaux Bridge for the night, we are probably going to leave tomorrow if I can't convince my mom to stay one more night so that I can go see A Year In Rome play at their show. I haven't seen them in a while. The only person I've really spent time with this summer on a regular basis when there has been time is Nicole. Her company is enjoyable. I found out from my sister that my company is quite the opposite. She's been annoyed with me lately, but the feeling is mutual. I've been driving and am now eligible to get my license but I have to pass my mother's test. I have to drive ten times in a row with her without making a mistake, and then I can go take the real test, which I've heard is only really a drive around the block, or so my sister told me. My mom wants me to get my license so that I can be driving to NOCCA by Thanksgiving. SCARRRYY! Driving through rush hour traffic in New Orleans should be fun. I'm more comfortable driving in traffic than I am not though, kind of strange, but I'm not the kind of person who likes to go too fast. The interstate makes me nervous. I drove partway to Breaux Bridge the other day and the interstate was crowded and I couldn't take it so I made my mom drive. She made fun of me, but I'm ok. I'm glad my sister wasn't in the car, I hate it when she is in there when I'm driving, or any other person because they always squeal. My grandmother tried to tell me what a turning lane the other day was. I was like oh really? Anyway, I don't think they had driver's ed when she was learning to drive, so I guess she thought I didn't know. I'm sort of looking forward to school. I'll get to sleep in my own bed surely. I have only slept in my bed around 2 and a half weeks total this whole summer. I miss my room and everything so I'm enjoying my one-night vacation stay in my own room by laying in my bed and listening to good music. I took a break from that though and decided to update this thing. I probably won't be able to update a lot this school year because of NOCCA and everything. I hope it's nice this year and not hectic like it was last year. I think I'm more prepared for it this year so I should do better. I've been painting with my Maw-Maw who is also an artist so that I can get my three pieces done for the first day there. I already have one done, and its around...2 ft. by 2.5 ft. It's rather large but it's coming out really awesome. I'm surprised by it. Anyway, I think I've run out of things to say for now at least. |
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| I'M HOME!!! |
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| 08:49pm 07/06/2004 |
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I am home, I am home, I am home, and I am happy. It's good to be home and sleep in my own bed and not have to listen to my sister and my mom bicker. My sister was a major bitch when I was there for the last few days. Her boyfriend was an ass hole to me also, but I must say I returned that with a full load of bitch. And now all I here is peace and quiet, with the exception of good music. No more yelling or fussing or anything. My house smelled so good after having been away for a week and a half. I just wanted to crawl in my bed and sleep, but I didn't. I got back at around 9 last night. Today my mom and I drove to go get my car and then I drove her around to all of her errands. I got curtains and a curtain rod and everything. Oh dude, I went to a vintage clothing and antique shop in this place called Sunset and I bought the coolest looking vintage half-slip that I will wear Thursday night to Java if I go. I really want to. I want to see everyone that I haven't seen since school got out.It's good to be home. I don't think I have ever been so happy to be home in my life. But I'm sure when Sunday rolls around I will be ready to go to Florida. It's going to be fun! |
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| Crappy times... |
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| 08:26pm 31/05/2004 |
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mood:  crappy music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue
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| C | Courageous | | A | Awesome | | M | Meek | | E | Eccentric | | R | Radiant | | O | Organic | | N | Naughty | | _ | | | L | Loud | | A | Ambitious | | N | Nice | | E | Eccentric |
Name Acronym Generator
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The summer has been ok so far. A little slow but ok. I'm in Lafayette right now staying with my sister and my cousin. It was better when Nicole was here because I wasn't so bored, but she's gone now and so are my parents. It's just me, my sister, my cousin, and his girlfriend Cherie occasionally. I think my sister's boyfriend and my parents are coming back tomorrow, but my parents leave for Houston either tomorrow or Wednesday also. I'm pretty bored right now because I don't have anybody to do anything with because I really don't feel like hanging out with my cousins and my sister is cleaning and all my friends are back in Mandeville probably. I won't be getting back home probably until the 20th of June after we all come back from Florida. I'm excited because Nicole is coming with me and Matt will be waiting for me when I get back home. That should be fun. June is a busy month, and I have my 17th birthday coming up soon. 23 days. I hope I can have a party. I'll have to speak to my mom about it. I think everyone will enjoy spending time on a space walk. I just don't know who to ask to come if I can have one.
I'm kind of feeling lonely and depressed right now. It happens when it rains. And I had such an awesome beginning to summer last year, and now I'm just like blah, this sucks. I think when I'm back from Florida I will go to the open mic night at Java so I can see everyone. I hate feeling like this. I feel so bored and tired and lonely and I just want to sleep but I can't because I'm not tired. I don't know what to do, I'm sick of TV, I'm sick of the computer but there isn't much else to do, I'm sick of this house. I hate this house. I want to be back in my room that smells good with my comfortable bed and pretty colors. I'm sick of being in the room with the bed that I have to use a ladder to get into and I get splinters on my feet because there are only ply-wood floors. I miss my cat Fanny. Livingston is here but it's not the same. I'm just ready to go home. I should have gone home yesterday, but I don't have a bed to sleep on because we brought my mattresses here. Oh well, I better get used to not being home because I won't be a lot this summer.
I just don't get it. I haven't felt really happy in a while. And when I do it's really temporary. I need some Tylenol. I have a headache. And I smell smoke from my sister and her candles. I keep on smelling that disgusting jello that I spit out because it's strawberry-kiwi and tastes like really gross medication.
I might be feeling like this because of this stupid town. It's nothing like Mandeville or New Orleans. It was nice when Nicole was here because she looked at it with fresh eyes, but I see it and it's all old and familiar and it stinks. I feel like I just walked into a K-Mart. You know? Maybe it's just me, but when I walk into a K-Mart or an old gas station, I just get this immediate sense of depression. It makes all good feelings pass away. They are just so depressing with their elevator music that is supposed to help you relax. Well truthfully, it just tweeks my nerves and annoys me and makes me sad. Like this town, I feel like I'm constantly listening to bad elevator music and walking around strangers who are looking for a good discount. It's hard to describe really. I just hope someone knows the feeling I'm trying to describe. And it's instant, but it takes days to lift sometimes, or other times it's gone the minute I leave the parking lot. I just need some coffee, or something with a lot of caffeine. How many Tylenol can you take at once. When they say not to take more than a certain amount in a 24 hour period, does that mean you can take the maximum amount at once, or do you have to spread it out. I've always wondered that. Anyway, I don't know what the hell I'm blabbing on about so I will just stop right now. |
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| 07:40pm 27/05/2004 |
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I have a friend, he is made mostly of pain. He wakes up, drives to work,
and then straight back home again. He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper.
I thought it was beautiful, I put it on a record cover.
And I tried to tell him he had a sense of color and composition so magnificent.
And he said "Thank you, please but your flattery is truly not becoming me.
Your eyes are poor. You are blind. You see, no beauty could have come from me.
I am a waste of breath, of space, of time."
I knew a woman, she was dignified and true. Her love for her man was one of her many virtues.
Until one day, she found out that he had lied and decided the rest of her life,
from that point on would be a lie. But she was grateful for everything that had happened.
And she was anxious for all that would come next. But then she wept.
What did you expect? In that big, old house with all those cars she kept.
"Oh!" and "such is life," she often said. With one day leading her to the next,
you get a little closer to your death, which was fine with her.
She never got upset and with all the days she may have left,
she would never clean another mess or fold his shirts or look her best.
She was free to waste away alone.
Last night, my brother he got drunk and drove. And this cop pulled him off to the side of the road.
And he said, "Officer! Officer! You have got the wrong man.
No, no, I'm a student of medicine, the son of a banker, you don't understand!"
The cop said, "No one got hurt, you should be thankful. And you carelessness,
it is something awful. And no, I can't just let you go. And though your father's name is known,
your decisions are yours alone. You are nothing but a stepping stone
on a path to debt, to loss, to shame."
The last few months I have been living with this couple.
Yeah, you know, the kind that buy everything in doubles. They fit together, like a puzzle.
I love their love and I am thankful that someone actually
receives the prize that was promised by all those fairy tales that drugged us.
And they still do me. I'm sick, lonely, no laurel tree, just green envy.
Will my number come up eventually? Like Love is some kind of lottery,
where you can scratch and see what is underneath. It's "Sorry",
just one cherry, "Play Again." Get lucky.
So I have been hanging out down by the train's depot. No, I don't ride.
I just sit and watch the people there. They remind me of wind up cars in motion.
The way they spin and turn and jockey for positions.
And I want to scream out that it is all nonsense.
And that their lives are one track, and can't they see how it is all pointless?
But then, my knees give under me. My head feels weak and
suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me, who has lost my self-identity.
As I hide behind these books I read, while scribbling my poetry,
like art could save a wretch like me, with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve.
And I am never real; it is just a sketch of me.
And everything I have is trite and cheap and a waste of paint, of tape, of time.
Sometimes I park my car down my the cathedral, where floodlights point up at the steeples.
Choir practice is filling up with people. I hear the sound escaping as an echo.
Sloping off the ceiling at an angle. When voices blend they sound like angels.
I hope there is still some room left in the middle.
But when I lift my voice up now to reach them. The range is too high, way up in heaven.
So I hold my tongue, forget the song, tie my shoe and start walking off.
And try to just keep moving on, with my broken heart and my absent God
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| First day of summer down the toilet |
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| 07:24pm 27/05/2004 |
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OK..well the summer has been off to a horrible start. Plans didn't go through today so I'm still stuck in Mandeville. My car's anti-lock break system went out so it will be in the shop for a while because the part they need is on back-order. The car is only 2 months old and already it has been in the shop twice. It's ridiculous. My mom claims she is never buying another Toyota. I'm just like...yeah...let's wait and see if that rings true. So...here I am...stuck at home alone. My mom didn't want to rent the truck the Toyota people had gotten for her because someone had spilled sticky stuff in it and it smelled like smoke. My mom went all the way to New Orleans to pick up my dad's truck at the airport and she would leave a rental car from New Orleans at the airport for him. But...the people accidently rented the car out before she got there. She's on her way now to the airport again so that she can pick up my dad. They finally have a rental car, but the sucky thing is, I can't drive a rental car because I'm not 18, so that means no driving for me in Breaux Bridge. I bet Nicole's a little bit relieved. She would have had to ride in the car with me in Breaux Bridge. If I was a passenger in a car I was driving, I would have a nervous breakdown. I'm not a terrible driver, not really even bad, I just occasionally run stop signs and don't pay attention to yield signs. No biggies. In fact, I think I have only run a stop sign twice, and not paid attention to a yield sign once, and that was in the school parking lot and I didn't need to. Oh well, I will get to drive plenty this summer. My mom says I need practice so I can learn to pay attention more when I'm driving. It's just hard when she uses the time I drive to talk on her cell phone. And she talks loud, her voice carries. I feel and look like crap today. I think I got too much sleep last night and I haven't done anything today except work out for a half hour and then clean up my room and the kitchen. My birthday is coming up in less than a month. I am so excited to be 17. It's stupid but it sounds a lot older than 16. I like being 16 though. It's an age where you can still be stupid and get out of some responsibilities.
The year has come to an end finally
No more school
No more homework
No more hell disguised with cinder block walls
And the proclamation
Of teachers’ needs to hurry you onto
A path of a productive middle-class life
What if I don’t want to go
What if I say no
I’d rather stay this age forever you see
Who says adult-life is all that great
I’d rather paint a sunset on a beach
Than wish I could
I’d rather sleep late
Than wake up at 5 A.M. wishing I had another half hour
I’d rather have fun
Than reminisce about the fun I used to have
I don’t know why people are in such a hurry to grow up
All it leads to is death
I’d rather keep the feeling of immortality
I possess now
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| 06:30pm 25/05/2004 |
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I want a pair of piano key stockings... |
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| 07:17pm 24/05/2004 |
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I am so happy right now. There are only two more days left of school, and tomorrow is a half day for me since I am exempt from my Algebra II exam. I can't wait until summer. I have such a busy one ahead of me. I have Wednesday at home, but then on Thursday, Nicole and I leave for Breaux Bridge with my mom to spend a week there. She loves it there and that makes it fun for me. After that, she and I plus my sister will come back here, and then on the 13th of June my sister and I leave for Destin to meet my parents there. We will be there until the 20th. A full week in Florida. Maybe I will get somewhat of a tan. And then I SEE MATT! He just needs to find a place to stay until I get back from Florida because he is going to be in here from the 18th to I don't even know when. I think I might have my 17th birthday party when he's here and have a space walk and invite everyone. I hope they can all come since it's summer. It kind of sucks to have a summer birthday because sometimes you don't get to see friends for your birthday. At least Matt will be here for the first time around my birthday. Ooh, and then whenever Matt leaves, however long he stays here, that gives me a week give or take a few days to rest before I have to go to Pennsylvania. My mom thinks we might actually drive instead of fly. She's scared to since it's around the 4th of July. I'm thinking... stupid fucking terrorists, sure it's ok for you to ruin my favorite mode of transportation with your idiotic religious wannabe martyrdom. I love to fly, and now I don't think I will be able to. My mom is crazy to think about driving all the way up there. Gas prices are ridiculous right now and don't seem to be going down at all. So we go to Pennsylvania, but on the way there, we stop in Tennessee, she said Alabama for God only knows what reason, and Washington D.c. And then we shall end up in Philadelphia for a few days and then drive down to Pittsburg for Marc's surgery. I'm hoping we can go to NYC. That would be crazy awesome. So, the outcome of Marc's surgery depends on how long we stay. It could be from 4 days after the surgery to 2 or 3 weeks, I can't remember which. After Pittsburg, we come back here for I don't know how long, depending on if I can go to Warped Tour in Atlanta or not. I hope I can, but if my mom stays a super-bitch like she is right now, the chances of that go way down. After that, I will probably get along on my merry way to go visit with Matt for a while in Arkansas. I want to see where he lives. I think it would be interesting, meet all of his friends. I hope I can go without my mom. I'd rather shoot myself in the foot than spend nearly the whole summer with her. Oh well. And then after Arkansas it might be Florida again for a week, and then school. My junior year of high school. Should be fun don't you think? Not. I'm not looking forward to it. I'll tell you what I am looking forward to though, the end of my senior year. Hell yes. High school sucks. After senior year I will move in with my sister again if I do end up going to UL. It will be better than living with my mom, I think. At least I hope. Anyway, this is extremely long, so I think I'm finished... |
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| 07:21pm 15/05/2004 |
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My boredom will be cured. Nicole is saving me! |
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| The weekend so far... |
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| 06:54pm 15/05/2004 |
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This weekend has been utterly boring. I don't know why. I just don't feel like staying home but my mom won't bring me anywhere. I think I am going to update about this week in this entry. First off, nothing has been happening that is tremendously interesting. Oh, but I did here that this guy named Jason was arrested for bringing explosives to school on Wednesday or sometime around then. I just found out about it today. I would have thought that the school would have mentioned something about it, it doesn't make sense not to. The weird thing is I used to see the guy every day after first hour 2nd semester. Crazy, but then the even weirder part is, when I found out, I had just finished watching the movie ELEPHANT, which is about a high school shooting. It is an awesome movie by the way. It doesn't have much music in it except for this one famous classical song. What's even cooler is that the people in the movie are actual high school teenagers and not famous or anything crappy like that. Also, there was a guy in the movie that looked A LOT like one of my friends. Kind of creepy. I had my mom and sister watch it and the were like "Oh my gosh, it does!" and I was just like "Yeah, I know!" I have a picture of him in my previous entry. If you think you know who he looks like tell me who, I know, I just want to see if anyone else agrees with me. OK....here goes...
MY WEEKLY OVERVIEW
Monday...
School was ok, I was really tired the whole day for some stupid reason. Logan picked me up from school and we went to get Yoga stuff and I bought a book called WICKED. It's pretty good so far
Tuesday...
Not much went on Tuesday at school. I FINALLY finished my clay piece for Culbertson. Yay. About damn time too. I started it before the Easter holidays. Tuesday after school I did Yoga and it felt awesome, but it took an hour and a half so I decided to wait until summer to start.
Wednesday...
Not much happened, either that or I can't remember.
Thursday...
Not much happened at school on Thursday. I wanted to go to Java Grotto but I had too much homework and couldn't go, plus my parents were getting back from there trip. My mom started bitching at me the moment she got out of the car.
Friday...
Boring as hell day. Boring as hell afternoon and night.
Saturday...
And the boredom continues. As you can tell I must be bored to be writing about such nonsense. Oh well...I'm finished for now. |
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| Elephant |
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| 09:39pm 14/05/2004 |
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That guy looks a lot like someone I know. He played in a movie I watched tonight called "Elephant" about a teen shooting. The movie was relatively good. Kind of creepy towards the end, but good nonetheless. |
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| 06:55pm 13/05/2004 |
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ABOUT YOU
Age:: 16
Height:: 5'3"
Natural hair colour:: medium brown
Eye colour:: dark brown
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: both
Piercings:: four in one ear, two in the other
Tattoos:: want one
Braces?:: dont have them anymore :D
FAVOURITE
Colour:: I like a lot of colors
Band:: I love a lot of bands, but Incubus and Bright Eyes(though technically not a band) are way up there
Song:: too many to choose from
Stuffed animal:: I have no clue
Video game:: I don't really play video games
TV show:: gilmore girls
Movie:: the dangerous lives of altar boys, dirty dancing
Book:: white oleander, the perks of being a wallflower, sloppy firsts
Food:: ummm...
Game on a cell phone:: the one where a ball or something bounces of something and has to delete these things...
CD cover:: hard questions...damn
Flower:: I like snap-dragons
Scent:: clinique happy
Animal:: kittens
Comic book:: don't read comics
Cereal:: umm...
Website:: I don't know
Cartoon:: I don't know
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: yeah
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: probably not that much, I don't really have the time.
Like to sing?:: no
Have a job?:: nope
Have a cell phone?:: no
Like to play sports?:: nope, volleyball can be fun, but that's it
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope
Have a crush on someone?:: Not on anyone new
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: uh, yeah, Indonesia.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: hell no, my mom thinks that having only a TV in the den promotes family communication...HAHAHAHA
Have any special talents/skills?:: I draw
Excercise daily?:: I used to, haven't lately. I plan on beginning Yoga in the summer because I can't do it now, it takes a freakin hour and a half
Like school?:: it's not terrible, I hate waking up for it
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: I could, but it would take me a few hours
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: ow..noo
Speak any other languages?:: I'm taking french mais je suck at it
Go a day without food?:: Yeah, I've done that before
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: I have no clue
Read music, not just tabs?:: yeah
Roll your tongue?:: no, my tongue is like really small
Eat a whole pizza?:: goodness no
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: no
Gotten lost in your city?:: no
Seen a shooting star?:: no :(
Had a serious surgery?:: I got a mole removed on the back of my arm and that is it, I wasn't even unconscious
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no, I would feel so bad if I did that
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: does my driveway count?
Cried over a girl?:: no
Cried over a boy?:: yeah
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: no
Been in a fist fight?:: with my sister
Been arrested?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: nope
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: I have only sworn at my mom, but I swear in front of my parents all the time, they don't care
Been to warped tour?:: no...don't rub it in :(
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: nope
Been in love?:: yeah
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no, id cry with laura and tj who had the same answer
Broken a bone?:: yep, both of the bones in both of my arms
Gotten stitches?:: yeah
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yeah
Bitten someone?:: yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yeah
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: nope
Burped in someones face?:: probably
Gotten the chicken pox?:: no
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: umm..half hour ago?
Saw a movie in theaters:: haha...umm...
Had a snow day:: I've never even seen snow
Had a slumber party:: yeah
Made fun of someone:: yeah, sadly, no one is perfect
Tripped in front of someone:: yeah, but not today
Went to the grocery store:: ummm...
Got sick:: I think it was last week
Cursed:: today, a lot, because I CAN'T FIND MY ART CRAP!!!
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black and white
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: head ache
Paint/charcoal:: paint and charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: snow, I want to see it
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: I would rather be a vegetarian than be stuck eating meat for the rest of my life if that's what you mean
Boy/girl:: for a child?...girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla and chocolate...
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: thats hard...
Hugs/kisses:: kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: what?
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: fuschia
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: both
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: clear!!
Moon/mars:: moon
FRIENDSHIP
Do you have a best friend?:: not really
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: no, I usually just go straight into relationships
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: I guess about fifty/fifty
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yeah...it's sad
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: I don't think so
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: not really, the last one I remember is with Matt Clausen because he was being an ass hole and I told him so, but then I felt bad
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: I act like a friend should, I don't know
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: sure
What friend have you known the longest?:: Laura
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yeah, numerous things
If so, what is it?:: being a jerk
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: once a week usually, it's not always the same friends I hang out with though
Do any of your friends drive?:: Yeah
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no, thank goodness, I hope one never does
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: I don't know, I'm not a wild person
What do you think your friends think of you?:: they probably think I am really shy, quiet, but hopefully fun and nice to be around
Have you ever been in love?:: yes, you asked that already ~_~
If you have, with who?:: Matt W.
Are you single?:: yeah
Are you in a relationship?:: why are you asking this if you just asked me if I was single, couldn't you draw a conclusion from that?
If so, for how long?:: ...
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yeah
What is your idea of the best date?:: a concert or something, it completely stomps on awkward silences
What was your first kiss like?:: umm...I didn't expect it, kind of scary
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 14
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: NO!!
Whats the best experiance you've ever had with the opposite sex?:: umm...
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yeah
Have you ever been dumped?:: not really
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yeah
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: warm
Hat:: hair
Hard:: hat
Free:: dom
Space:: stars
Taste:: good
Good charlotte:: bad charlotte
Red:: sea
Deep:: blue
Heart:: broken
Cord:: electrical
Cheese:: cheddar
Rain:: rain
Work:: job
Pedal:: bass
Head:: red
Bed:: comfy
Fluff:: puff
Hardcore:: music
Race:: car
Knife:: sharp
Jump:: high
I....
am:: a girl
want:: peace and to be free and happy
need:: music and art
crave:: music and art
love:: ...
hate:: no one
did:: not do my homework last night
feel:: angry
miss:: Matt
am annoyed by:: some people
would rather:: it be Friday
am tired of:: school
will always:: I don't know
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: all kinds of rock music, old and new
What time is it now?:: 6:44
What day is it?:: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: today, my mom in Texas
How much money do you have right now?:: I don't know
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: taking a quiz
Do you like parades?:: not really, I grew out of Mardi Gras, it's a bunch of tourists
Do you like the moon?:: yeah, it's pretty
What are you goin to do when youre done with this?:: go look for my art stuff again
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: being invisible would be nice and being telepathic and telekinetic
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yeah
What about sock em boppers?:: a what?
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: not really
pretty?:: not really
sarcastic?:: a lot of the time yeah
lazy?:: everyone is sometimes
hyper?:: not usually
friendly?:: sure
evil?:: no
smart?:: yeah, gifted student here
strong?:: oh hell no
talented?:: je dessine tres bien
dorky?:: yeah
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: haha...hmmm...
skip:: no
dance:: TJ
lonely:: ...
pen:: Nicole
flower:: Sarah and Lindsay
window:: Wade K.
psycho:: Laura
brain freeze:: Matt C.
orange:: I like orange..so me?
sassy:: ....
jelly:: beyonce (nice one TJ)
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: airplanes are fun
war:: totally against...bad bush
canada:: whats wrong with it...for
united states:: ummm...I guess for, it's more than a decent place to live
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: could care less
coffee:: for
pants:: for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yes
Play strip poker?:: yes
Run away?:: yes
Curse at a teacher?:: no
Not take a shower for a week?:: thats rather gross, and no
Ask someone out?:: sure
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: hell yeah
Go scuba diving?:: yeah
Write a book?:: yeah
Become a rockstar?:: I would love it
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: loreal vive
Whens the last time you did something with the opposite sex?:: is this a sexual question?
What kind of computer do you have?:: gateway THEY SUCK!
What grade are you in?:: 10
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: never done it, so I wouldn't know
Or just make out?:: that's fun
How many posters do you have in your room?:: no posters, just stuff that I've done
How many cds do you have?:: over a hundred I'm pretty sure
What time is it now?:: 6:55 |
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| 06:02pm 13/05/2004 |
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mood:  cranky music: Motion City Soundtrack - The Future Freaks Me Out
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I can't find my art box. I have looked all over my stupid house, under bed, couches, in closets, cabinets, armoires, behind things, I literally mean everywhere. This is really frustrating because I have all of my paints and brushes in there and I have a project I feel like working on. Damn, I hate this. I have no idea where it could be. The last place I remember putting it is on top of my armoire, but it is not there anymore. Oh poo...this sucks. |
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| 09:32pm 12/05/2004 |
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I had to put Cammi because they thought I was a guy with Cameron, and supposedly I had dated all the popular girls...haha
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| 09:18pm 12/05/2004 |
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mood: content music: Yellowcard - Way Away
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Well, today was and okay day. I worked on my research paper in nearly all of my classes and then I finished typing it about an hour ago. I think it's pretty well written. I was hoping that Matt would get on the internet today, but he didn't. Poo. I wish he would get on I want to talk to him really badly because I haven't talked to him in almost a month. It makes me sad. He seems to have disappeared, but he IMed me yesterday when I was away, but I never got to speak with him because he had already signed off by the time I got back on. I will have to interrogate him when I talk to him. I don't like having such large intervals of not talking to him. It sucks.
Oh well, anyways...only a few more days left of school. YYYAAAYYY!!! There is supposed to be a storm tonight. I hope it is horrible so that I don't have to go to school tomorrow. That would be wonderful. But I don't think I am lucky enough for that. Drat. |
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